I am in that place right now. For a long time I’ve just been numb to my feelings almost. Like I am strong on the outside but I really know I’m only avoiding the hurt.
It’s easy to lay down the law, the “thou shalts” and “thou shalt nots,” without introducing them to the freedom of living in communion with their savior. No wonder so many young people leave the church as soon as they are old enough to make their own decisions. They view their Christian faith as a prison, not as the liberty it truly is.
To sum it up, Christmas was so special this year. It was Little Mister’s first Christmas, as well as mine truly letting go of the past and reaching forward towards the future.
As hard as it was, I had to let go of my family of origins. I had to leave them in God’s hands.
I knew the Lord knew the desires of my heart, but he also knew what I could handle.
Wow… It’s been over two years since I’ve even looked at this blog site! Time certainly does fly, doesn’t it? I don’t know why I stopped blogging. But the last couple of days, I’ve really been feeling like I need to take it up… Continue Reading “It’s Been Awhile…”
In my last post, I talked about my grandma, who passed away last week, and how I felt unloved by her much of the time. Well, my parents, sister and I made the trip over the weekend to her funeral. We arrived at the… Continue Reading “The Power of Forgiveness”
I just received the news that my paternal grandmother passed away. It wasn’t unexpected. She had been sick for awhile. I wish I could say that my grandma and I were close, but I can’t. As a matter of fact, I never felt very… Continue Reading “The Vapor of Life”
The day (November 19th, 2014) started out fairly normal! I went in for my weekly OB check up, and all was well… until the doc went to check to see what position Little Miss was in. Come to find out, she was breach and was… Continue Reading “Welcoming Little Miss into the World”